Friday, September 30, 2011

WARNING: Kinda a down vent post...

I really need to vent out sometimes...(if anyone don't like sad and stuff like that posts then don't read any further)
i don't want to offend anyone.

Right now lately I've been feeling left out of conversations around hearing people and my family. Most of the time my family sometimes forget to sign when Ben n i are around and i hate it. before i don't care but now i'm starting to realize that it's hard being deaf.
And most of the people we're around- only few know sign language.
most of my deaf friends either live in different state or live too far, and most of the time they're busy. I rly wish i can move to where there are more deaf people around.

I'm thankful about being deaf sometimes of course but I'm human after all. I hate/love being deaf.

My siblings went to watch Courageous this afternoon w/ friends. (Courageous came out in theaters today) and i was unable to join them because it wasn't being shown w/ CC. That's one of the problems that i really dislike. Most of the time when i want to watch a movie in the theaters w/ friends or w/ my family i can't cuz they don't always have plenty of times w/ CC. Only sometimes show once.

also after they watched the movie, they had friends over to play games and i joined in playing 1 game of 4 on the Couch but it wasn't fun because my sisters keep forgetting to sign (i'm not totally mad at them tho) and i really feel left out so i just stayed in my room and did random stuff. i really wish i already have a laptop but i guess i need to work hard on losing weight (which isn't going well :P)

well i gotta go.

till next time
-hannah